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| Implosion
I have tried my best. I have nothing else left. I wake up this morning with a text message on my cell phone from her telling me how she was getting asked out by someone yet again. She simply just doesn't get it. For every time she tries to contact me regarding such matters, she is simply digging herself a deeper grave. I will take no more of this humiliation and I will take no more of her torture.
I only know that I want absolute revenge for everything she did and is doing to me. But while I am in Florida, I have some other private business to take care of... this is a great chance for me to carry out something else... Cross me, and never again. I will put an end to my torment one day. I have successfully kept everything in check for over 5 years, but no more. It's coming... | | |
| Changes are coming...
I can feel it throbbing inside of me. I can feel it gnawing away at me. She should've left me alone. She should not have fucked with me for one last time... I can feel it clawing its way out.
I am losing control of it.
May God have mercy on her soul if it ever gets back out... my vengeance knows no bounds... | | |
| Morning Ramblings of A Tired Man
Ever had a time when you simply woke up and felt like you definitely should not have gotten up? That's how I feel right now except I know I need to study for my history exam. You know, in many ways I think that had I not have my mind set on adamantly on majoring in Finance, I would be so majoring in either:
Prelaw
History
Psychology
Oh yeah, great news, I got invited to join the Sigma Beta Delta! This is the National Honor Society for Business. The entire school of business here only had 8 invites this year. The catch? I have to pay a 60 dollar fee! But hey it's worth it! So now I'm in both Psi Chi and Sigma Beta Delta. My next target? Alpha Chi!
I think these honor societies are much better than the fraternity I was going to rush for in my Freshmen year. I'm not sure why. But hey, I know that regardless of whatever other people say at my college, Kappa Alpha may have some ignorant individuals, but overall they've been a great bunch of guys. They truly promote unity and brotherhood as opposed to a lot of other fraternities that only focus on partying. Kappa Alpha is truly something special. | | |
| The End Is In Sight!
Finally! I have 1 test left and that's it! This break is going to be so awesome! I can hardly contain my excitement. Oh yeah, I recently purchased a pair of 90-dollar headphones, Pioneer SE-M870, for my audiophilia. But I got it for only 27 dollars. Oh my god this pair of headphones is awesome. I was able to pick up the subtle things in all of my trance music that I was never able to pick up before, tiny little changes and shifts here and there. All the intricacies of trance and progressive house music make me love this genre ever more.
But more importantly, I must thank a little fishie that helped me throughout and encouraged me so firmly. Thank you lil fishie!
Time to eat lunch... | | |
| Study Break
I am currently studying for Principles of Management test and took a little bit of a break. The break involved 50 bicept curls with 20 lbs weights on each arm, 50 crunches, and 20 push-ups. It gets the blood flowing to the brain better! Hehe anyway... I found out that the more I use my muscles on my lower back, the less painful it gets... puzzling, truly.
Anyway, back to studying... | | |
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